A little over two years ago my wife and I were faced with a pretty big decision. I had just finished seminary and was working full-time at a hospital and part-time as a local church worship leader. We were a couple months into being new parents, and I was antsy about getting my career rolling in full-time ministry. The problem was, I had conflicting aspirations, or so I thought. How much of my time and energy would I put into my songwriting career, and what percentage would I put into local church worship ministry? We sought the Lord and his will for our life, and we felt pretty certain he wanted us to pour 100% of ourselves into the life of a local church. So we began the search for a church. As it turned out, River Valley found us, and we have been serving here wholeheartedly for almost two years now.
A few weeks ago I had the joy of attending Vineyard Music's Worship Leader Retreat in Asheville, NC. Absolutely incredible! So many old friends, so many new friends, the beauty of the Blue Ridge Mountains, the art of Asheville, late nights at Hannah Flanagan's, sweet encounters with God, deep spiritual encouragement, and on and on. But one thing that has stuck with me the most is what Terry Butler said to us during one of our evening sessions. He quoted Matt Redman saying, "The zenith of worship leading is the local church." It didn't strike me as anything profound immediately, but as I mulled it over with my retreat small group, on the long ride home with Josh, and personally over the past few weeks, it has become monumental.
Since I probably can't re-write it any better, here is what I wrote to my small group guys in an email reflecting upon our time at the retreat, particularly the Redman quote:
"The zenith (highest point) of worship leading is the local church." It shakes me and comforts me to know I've reached the top. The local church is IT. We've made it, guys. It doesn't get any higher than this. We don't have to strive ambitiously to reach any other goal. It's all about the people God has called us to in our communities. If anything is to come of our worship leading, songwriting, or anything else that might bring recognition or increased influence, it will come out of what the Spirit of God is doing through us in our local churches.
I am so thankful that God put it on my wife's heart and mine to give all we have to the local church. I believe he has honored that decision tremendously, and I'm thankful that he has confirmed it once again.
3 comments
Comment by Dan Wilt on October 10, 2009 at 6:06 AM
You made the right call, and the gift of Matt to the worship community today is his unrelenting belief in this core role of the worship leader - to serve and be served by a local group of Jesus followers.
Money and recognition are powerful draws in the life of any creative. The impulse is to "go big" so the bills are paid by public response to our creative craft.
But 'going small' is the key to lasting friendships, mutual support, and embodying a real, communal way of doing life in the way of Jesus.
There is no higher call. In our new location, we remain connected to our distant community where we lived the past years, but are questing to understand how embracing our local geographic church is to be fleshed out.
Thanks for the strong post, Ryan, as always.
Comment by Dylan McKeeman on October 10, 2009 at 9:01 AM
Ryan,
It was a pleasure meeting you at the retreat. I wholeheartedly agree with you. Terry's talk and the quote from Matt Redman have a been a subtle yet huge encouragement over the past few weeks. I have found myself excited and honored to play my role in the local church. I have not shared the quote with my worship cohorts yet, but as soon as I'm done posting this comment there will be a mass email going out.
Thanks again,
Dylan
Comment by Ryan on October 10, 2009 at 9:05 AM
Dylan,
Likewise. I only wish we had more time to hang out in NC. Don't forget to send me your thesis when you're finished. Your subject is fascinating to me.
Ryan
Thanks for joining us and sharing your thoughts.